The Guilt Cycle Of Chronic Pain ..

I’m quite tough, I rarely let things get to me and I’m very rarely upset. However, This is the one subject I can literally just think about and burst into tears. Guilt. At sometime we’ve all felt it, Whether we’ve cheekily not scanned an item at the self serve check out, Took something back afterRead more

The Reality Of Social Anxiety And Why Baby Shoes Caused Me To Have An Anxiety Attack ..

A few weeks ago, I attended a family wedding. For anyone without social anxiety, It would of been something looked forward to and enjoyed. But for me It was something I’d dreaded for so long. I agonized over excuses I could use to get out of going, I toyed with not ordering an outfit soRead more

3 Things I DON’T Regret ..

Now I’m not a huge believer in regrets, I move on. It’s always been something I’ve been good at. Old boyfriends, Bad friends and shitty choices, I quickly learnt to move on when I realise they don’t feel right. The tiny regrets I do think about are usually food or clothes related. Thinking back it’sRead more

Living With Chronic Illness ..

I’m not going to lie, Adjusting to living with a chronic illness or two was certainly not plain sailing. I’ve struggled, Sobbed my heart out and said I can’t do this more time than I can remember. After being diagnosed and properly medicated, Which you can read about here. I kinda thought everything *might* beRead more

25 Random Facts About Me…

If you’re reading this you obviously know I have a chronic illness, and that I’m a mother. But here’s some completely random things about me that you won’t know! (If you wanna know how I became chronically ill, read it here). So I’m quite an average person really, which probably isn’t the best way toRead more

What It’s Like To Be In A Relationship With Your Carer ..

  Let’s get started by saying my partner did not meet me whilst I was ill, he did not meet me while I was bedridden, he did not meet me whilst I cried in agony, he lived through all of this with me. Every little step of my journey he’s been there by my side,Read more

My Chronic Illness Diagnosis Story ..

All diagnosis stories are different, yet all seem to strike the same chord. This is the start of my journey as a chronic illness fighter. When you’re ill, you get asked questions by everyone and most of the time I don’t mind talking but the times I don’t are usually awkward. You know the ones,Read more